The week has passed and the verdict is in – more glaucoma surgery! This will be my tenth eye surgery. You know, I accept it and am at peace with it. What choice do any of us have when things don’t work out the way we’d like? I know I have preached it before, but we choose our response.
Sure, I would prefer to not have surgery - but I know, in my heart, there is an overall master plan for my life – one that I may not be fully privy too right now – and somehow, this is a part of it.
Now for the details. The pressure did not go down with the 2 ½ week trial of an additional med. In fact, it went up a couple of points. After the exam, my doctor described some observed facts – but bottom line, the most easily accessed tube shunt will be repositioned, cleaned out, etc. and a new patch graft will be added. My surgery will probably take place on February 13.
While I know that my eye will always have issues , I do hope this will settle my eye pressure for a while and perhaps calm some of the other complications. But also, if I look beyond myself, I hope through all of this …. my doctors can take their experience of working with my 'rare-diseased-eye' and use it to be able to help and treat some other ICE – glaucoma – corneal disease patient more effectively in the future. I trust that they will do so, and for that, I feel that I am helping in some small way.
Blessings and joy to you – LIVE TODAY!
I'm so sorry you have to have more surgery. You've been through so much! But your positive attitude is inspiring!
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Claudia